big brother this rap goes out to you
if you still have ears to hear
but I fear you are too gone bro,
too gone to know, to remember,
to feel the family that loved you,
the kid brother that held you dear.
In the place we came from
our family was rare for staying together
a mother and father that cared, that shared,
always praying that we should walk in His light,
but Dad lost sight, forgot the right,
lost the fight, then the slaying.
When Dad was gone we held on to each other
we had each other’s back, yea
we didn’t lack for love then, yea
you didn’t pack then
But personalities form as they do
Anger, resentment formed you
Where your soul was turned hollow
you took to the street, put your feet
in a place where hate and violence rule
My pen was my tool, not a piece.
You turned a dark corner bro.
I couldn’t follow.
4 bars = refrain
remember those cold Winter mornings
selling those Sunday papers
standin on the corner hawkin walkin up to cars
hittin on folks leavin mass
my ass freezin for their buck-25
plus a tip, shit no reason to quit
we’d flip them joints in a few hours
Hell I was glad to do it
cause threw it I got closer to you
Dad welcoming us home like heroes
Pancakes and coffee warmin us
Yea his love formin us
till they took him, yea
you should have picked up the pan then
but you picked up the gun
run out on your family bro
but I guess pesonalities form as they do . . .
4 bars = refrain
remember Rich Stadium bro? watchin them Bills
that was the day watchin OJ runnin that ball
you and Dad was all about that team
screamin at the refs when they messed up a call
I was no ultimate fan, no fan of the crowds
even cowed by the loud, by the rowdy
but I was down with one crowd, yea
you and Dad was my crowd
Brother don’t you see you were blessed?
workin and playin, you always did your best
but there was one test you messed up on man.
Humility and Faith FAILED,
against Anger, against Pride
but personalities form as they do . . .
German artist Karsten Thole captures a sweet moment for two brothers. They both wear green ball caps. They pack a cooler together and plan their outing.
Perhaps a moment before anger led a big brother out onto the street.
Karsten instills everyday scenes from life with a gentleness and sweetness that resonates with our own best memories. It is accessible art, art that permits us to step in.